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Dec. 11th, 2008

Maverick

Samhain 2008 - ADF Style with a Native Twist


For the first time ever, Lance attended a ritual ... not only one, but TWO! He came with me to the Simucor rit. He also worked through the rit that I had set up for home. It was supposed to be solitary and was set up as such.

He wasn't impressed with the Simucor rit, but said he enjoyed the one I put together (in ADF style). I copied and pasted mostly, but I had to add the hanging of the flags for the Medicine Wheel from our wedding too. And I removed some parts too.

He was right - the Simucor rit wasn't very good (they brought in B. Walsh), and I also enjoyed the Solitary one we completed together.

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Maverick

Another Dream


Had this dream last week and it has shaken me a LOT.

 

I am in a room. There is someone with me, but I'm not sure who. Whoever it is, it is a familiar presence. The room is a light colour - yellow maybe, or cream. In the room, near the ceiling is a simple wooden shelf. It is the same colour as the room and I wouldn't have known it for a shelf if it weren't for the small shadow cast underneath it and the bird sitting on it. I think the bird is a highly important part of the dream (the day right after I dreamt it, one of the schools was teaching students about owls ... it rocked me so hard it felt as though I had been hit). I believe it to be male. At first I couldn't identify him as anything other than an Owl. He was brown mottled, had tufts of feathers on his head and was very large. (I have since done some research about owls to try to identify him and I now believe him to be a Great Horned Owl.) He looked at me - as though right through me. Then he spread his wings. I don't know if he was flying to me or at me, but it was in the direction of my face/head/shoulders.

 

That's it. Thing is that it is one of those dreams that leaves you with super duper feelings that you can't shake. The ones you shouldn't ignore. It's very similar to the feelings I had when I experienced a vision during meditation. (Was doing a guided meditation and right after one specific part of the meditation when your mind is falling into a well, my mind didn't come back out till much later).

 

Anyway, like I said - all I could do is look up the Owl and try to guess. I'm not very good with dream interpretations. The only other thing I could think of was that it may have something to do with my search for my Patron Gods/Goddesses or Animal Totem. I haven't been working on this since May or June though, so although that thought crossed my mind I don't think that's it. Any ideas?

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Oct. 10th, 2008

Maverick

Blogging

I have started a new blog! Check it out. It's called DogsDeserveFreedom
This way I can keep my LJ clean of training rants :)
Maverick

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Ok, so I completed this little 'survey' on [info]troy1of2 's LJ page and the last thing is that I need to post this so he can answer it. So, here it is! Everyone else is quite welcome to answer too!!

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... you're on my list, so I want to know you better!

Comment here and repost a blank one on your own journal.


01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Maverick

To Animal Lovers Out There

For all you animal lovers out there this entry is for you. As our beloved pets get older, we are faced with many difficult choices. They are a part of the family. Very often, our pets become closer to us than our own human relatives. They know you, understand you, and communicate with you in such a way that your humans could never do.

Many people in my family say often that they wish we were legally allowed to euthanize humans when they get to a certain point - perhaps they have Alzeimers and have forgotten even the simplest thing such as how to eat; perhaps they have cancer (or some other form of terminal disease) and are living every day with pain. In each case, we often say to ourselves that we are kinder to animals than humans because we euthanize animals when they are in too much pain or discomfort to go on.

And yet, that being said ... many people just can't let go. It is because of this bond that we have with our animals that makes it so hard to let them go when it is time. Whether you are a horse lover or not, you should read this blog entry. This is the way we should arrange to have any beloved animal in our lives go. It is unfortunate that we can't allow our humans to go this way too.

Oct. 3rd, 2008

Zeus

Zeus Training Week 1


Well, after thinking about how I'd like to present Zeus's training, I have decided to use weekly updates rather than daily. If I do daily, there will be an update about him every second day and this IS supposed to be my ADF journal after all!

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Maverick

Book quote

Ok, so this is a book quote thingie I borrowed from[info]athenamsb

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* Grab the nearest book.

* Open the book to page 56.

* Find the fifth sentence.

* Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions if you want to.

* Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.

Ok ... so mine is ...  Lavinia by Ursula Le Guin

And the 5th sentence on page 56 is ... "She killed herself."
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Sep. 30th, 2008

Zeus

Zeus Training - Sam for Analysis and One Work Day


So I took Zeus in last Tuesday to see Sam and see what Sam thinks. Read more... )
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Sep. 22nd, 2008

Maverick

Personal Growth and Odd Things


Ok, so I was replying to an entry about my Dream blog and realized that I really should put an entry about the things that I was writing. I have been having some odd things happen to me in the last 6 weeks. It has only been happening in that time.

Keep in mind that 6 weeks ago I gained another year and turned 25. In my opinion, that's a pretty significant number. I was also wed that week, another significant change in life.

So, since that time, here's what's been happening.

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Sep. 18th, 2008

Maverick

A Dream ...


I had a dream last night. It was filled with a feeling of vast importance. Even now I feel like it is the most important thing and that I must grab ahold of the dream and keep it close. It was very long too - which is odd for me because usually my dreams are quite short. It is important. I don't know how to explain other than that, but it is so much, that I want to just keep writing it over and over. Scream it out to the world - IT WAS IMPORTANT! I must REMEMBER.

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My dream ...  )
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Anyway, that is my dream. I don't know how ... It is REAL. I feel it. I don't know what to do about it now though.

I have always joked with Lance (my husband) ... whenever he asks how I know things or how come I do things in preparation for something that is going to happen even though it hasn't happened yet ... I always tell him that it's because I'm psychic.

I've always joked about it - I don't know why - since I met him. Lately, as I do more and more self-awareness things, learn more about where I come from, and do things that I feel should be "me" ... I just feel more and more as though ... maybe I am? There is something there (in me) that I'm missing.

Lance and I were playing a board game this weekend where you have to roll the dice and land on specific tiles to get the 'prize'. He asked how come I land on every single tile that I aim for ... meanwhile he only hits one in five. I said I don't know ... maybe I'm psychic. Then it was like a brick wall -- it just hit me. Maybe it's true? How would I know?

Could this have something to do with my patron and my on-going search for one(s)?
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Sep. 17th, 2008

Maverick

Pagans in the News


Pagans in the News; c/o ADF Slavic list

Slavic idol worshipers reject modern life A group of Russians have set up a village where they live on their home-grown food and practice pre-Christian Slavic traditions. Their lifestyle is just a short train ride away from Moscow.
http://www.russiatoday.com/features/news/24609/

 

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Buster

Buster adopted - that was fast!

Well, so much for working with Buster. He has been adopted. Go figure, eh? He's been sitting in the pound since March and listed for adoption each week, so the week I decide to start working him, he gets adopted!

Congratulations Buster! I hope you succeed in your new home.

Sep. 11th, 2008

Maverick

Canada's Legal System sucks.

The following article from an Albertan paper disgusts me and I need to vent about it. I mean, they microwaved a cat for goodness sake!!

http://www.camrosecanadian.com/ArticleDisplay.aspx?e=1193824&

What
is it that bothers me the most??!! The sentence that the kids got. They should totally go to jail. They are getting probation, a minimal community service hours (because they work and go to school!) and a fine of ... here it comes folks ... $250 smackers!

*HEAD-DESK HEAD-DESK HEAD-DESK*

Our legal system here in Canada is a joke. My thoughts are not good right now ... they are malicious and mean ... something along the lines of putting those kids in the microwave to see how long they scream. Just like they did for that cat.
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Sep. 10th, 2008

Buster

Buster Evaluation

Time to start with rescue dog number two! Buster is next. He has been in the pound since March and no one wants to adopt him. Probably because he seems to be so lacking in obedience. He is a pretty goofy guy too.

Well, we went to go see Buster yesterday. It went well. He jumped on both Wendy and me. We went to the pound and picked him up to take him to Sam's.

Sam and I both walked him around. Tried the box step with him to see if he would back up. He seems overall to be a pretty good dog. Could be good in a children's home. Time will tell on that one. After working with him, I have realized that although he is lacking in obedience, he will learn FAST.

After a two hour trial, we have determined the following:

- he has been hit (likely repeatedly) from the right side - probably by a man as he does not react as strongly when I do a fast hand motion in comparison to when Sam did it. (he flinched so much that his whole "upper" body moved away from the hand). lesser reaction on the left - likely was a right handed person.
- he is confident
- he is stable
- he is good with strangers and other dogs. (no agression with either)
- he knows sit

He will be different to train than Jessie. He is more confident and more likely to ignore me if I don't keep him interested. He seems to lose interest in what we are doing after a few minutes. With Jessie I had to be gentle, but with him I will have to be much more firm and loud.

I told Lance that I don't "do it" for Buster, but I will try. I think Lance would because he is naturally louder and firmer than I, but he doesn't want to alter the training methods that he uses. He thinks that Sam would not agree with his methods because a lot of Lance's training is done during play.

Sep. 8th, 2008

Maverick

Pagans in the News


Pagans in the News ... I often wonder what is going on, but don't see much. Thought  I'd start a bit about it:

Greek Acropolis plan draws religious backlash

http://www.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/europe/09/01/greece.protest/index.html?iref=mpstoryview
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Jessie

Jessie - Saying Goodbye


Well, this will be my last entry about Jessie. She will be going to her new home on Monday Sept 15. For me, I am so pleased to see her go. I have already lined up the next dog to work with ... I will be bringing him to Sam's to stay at his kennel tomorrow. I will start a new memory block for him and his training when we begin.

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Sep. 4th, 2008

Maverick

Pagan Lit Book Club

Phew! I didn't know that simply getting people to post in a forum would be so difficult!! Haha. Anyway, I'm working like crazy to get the Pagan Lit Book Club forums going again ... Cleaned it up a bit ... Started a new book ... Emailed some of the members ... We'll see ... We'll see.
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Jessie

Adoption ... Sick ...

Well, I went to the walkin clinic yesterday and the doc there said that he thinks I have strep throat. Blech. I can't swallow much. It takes me at least an hour to eat a real meal. I feel like junk. And that's not even the worst part! I can't take time off work right now because it is the first week of school!! We aren't allowed to take time off in certain months (June, July, late August, September, October). All I want to do is sleep all day. Honestly it feels more like I have mono (had mono 2 years ago) than strep. I went to bed on Sunday at 10 pm, got up to eat at 8am Monday, then slept until 3pm ... totally feels like mono. But what did the doc do?! He wouldn't even do a throat swab! How dumb is that?? No blood work, just here's some antibiotics and if you don't feel better after 10 days come back. Grrr ....


On the bright side, I have some GREAT news. Jessie has been adopted!!! Yay! She is going to live with an older couple, husband is retired, wife still working. They are going to finish the training that I've already started with her. I am so happy for her. She loves them, and considering how she feels about people, this is GREAT! She is doing quite well with people and strangers now, though she still doesn't have much trust for them. It will take time and stability in her new home. The new owners have come and walked her 4 times now in the following locations:

My house
Sam's training place
Alliston Soccer field (GA Wright Athletic Field)
Sam's again and then in town with Sam and I

Now all we need is a home visit to get her used to their place and its smells and we're good to go. The new owners will be going away for a few days next week, so she will stay with us until she leaves after that

Sep. 2nd, 2008

Maverick

Finally starting to get things together ... Step 1 - Runes

Well, after a long struggle for the last few weeks of simply trying to keep my head above water, things are finally beginning to settle down. On the 16th of August, I got married. Yep - that's right ... a wedding ... yikes! Man o man, I never realized how much WORK that was!

So, I've been trying to stay on top of things with the wedding, trying to find the perfect adoptive family for my foster dog (who I found and is going to live with them on the 14th of Sept! yay) and organizing events for the local Humane Society here.  Whew! I'm ready for a holiday.

To top it all off, today is the first day of school. I am the computer technician for 11 schools ... they all need help NOW! Anyway, here I am, sitting at the 4th school of my day and watching little blue bars crossing the screens ... contemplating life. No, not really. It would be nice, but I'm not calm enough to be doing that. 

I'm actually starting to read my newest book from the ADF reading list - Taking Up the Runes by Diana Paxson. To say the least, I am excited and totally intrigued by this book. Here, I thought it would be somewhat boring and difficult to get through and in the first 30 pages I have been proven wrong!!  It is a GREAT book and has inspired me to work through the questions and whatnot to learn the runes well.

The first thing it has set me up trying to do? Make each rune as I learn them (one at a time, of course!). I am going to go for a nice long walk to the pond in the next few days and see if I can't find some wood I can cross-cut to make my own runes. I have an old wood burning set that I used to make things with, but haven't had the inclination to use lateley ... I suppose it is time to take it out of the box and dust it off!!

I am so excited ... I can't wait! Too bad I have dog training tonight or I would go out and find some wood to use then!!

Aug. 7th, 2008

Jessie

Jessie Day 56 - 63 (days 43 - 50) ... waiting for adoption

This week at Sam's he sat with Lynn and they prepped me for the adoption inverview process. They did a great job - I couldn't have done it without them.
 

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